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A Scream From The Bottom Of The Well
NOT AGAIN!!! OH, DEAR GODS, NOT AGAIN!!!! silence…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… I know you are out there. I know we are in here. I am merely a tiny whorl in the vast cosmic...
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Thick With Goddess
I thickened. I had not realized how thin I had become. Not true. I knew I had evaporated. I knew I was a ghost of myself, a zombie, a robot performing tasks but not alive. I completely comprehended...
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Tornados
Tornados are patterns. Fractals within a greater storm, whorls spinning off from the larger cyclone. I dream of tornados, destruction, blitzkrieg, screaming, hiding, being chased, born down upon,...
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Shattering Patterns
The solar eclipse was supposed to have great meaning for my sign. In Cancer, so near my birthday, to break old patterns. I have plenty of old patterns which could use breaking. I am doing too much...
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I Am So Sorry
1. Tell his father and brother the whole truth. 2. Return to counselling with a family of origin therapist 3. Stop smoking, over eating, retreating into fantasy, acting like a giant addict 4. Stay...
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The Things I Cannot Change….
Triggering. From the same shit. A dear friend posted one of those stupid ‘fill in with the people on your friend’s list’ things. Who at a nightclub. The very top ‘person’ was a ‘pole dancer.’ I...
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A Change In The Weather
Pain. Pain. Deep, bone aching pain. My internal weather changes, and my heart aches like any broken body. Why? Why did he do this? Why did he have to choose me to do this to? Why didn’t he give a...
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New
It is the New Year. The year of the end. The year of great change. The year of panic among the believers. The year of fear. The year is all ends. Whatever. I didn’t make any resolutions. What...
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